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I'm Fatin. (and addicted to The Annoying Orange.)
I pretty much look like Cleopatra. Seriously.
I'm still thirteen unlike some people out there who claim they are 21 when they are actually, uhm, 72.
I study. Yes, I study. Any violent objections ?
I go to TKGS and no, I AM NOT LESBIAN.
I'm so fat I look like a pole if I face west.
I'm so tall that I can't even touch the ceiling.
I have the ability to not fall asleep in class. Yes, I know I'm awesome.
Yes, I like fluorescent colours.
You. Better. Remember. December (20th).
I love cameras. Period.
I think Ironman is cool.
Well, okay.
Stop stalking me.

I feel like floating away to some place so far away that nobody can hear me cry.
Two years ago, I was some plain old girl trying to stand up for myself and trying to cope with my own personal problems. I tried doing things other people did and got myself into trouble. My parents began to lose my trust in me and I tried to change my ways, after all, it WAS the PSLE year. I don't like who I was back then. I want to change my past.
Last year, I met new friends, and mixing around with all girls may seem weird to me. The people are different, definitely. The atmosphere is not the same. I didn't feel the same way I did in primary school. I began to get used to it and life returned to normal. I got to know more people. Weird timetables started flowing into place, a new routine. There were friends made on the first day of school who started sitting with me during recess and there were more people with me during recess. It only lasted a few months. Soon, people went their own separate ways, one by one. Finding for their trustworthy friends. Towards the end of the year, I didn't really feel the same way I did when I first entered the school. I changed throughout the year. To me, I changed for the better.
This year, sticking with the same class makes it easier to talk more and to get to know my classmates better. There is a significant difference in most of my classmates. How they act, how they carry themselves, their social circle of friends, etc. Seating arrangements were changed and I got along well with my new partner. I tried mixing around with a different group of friends.
After the June holidays, there were much more differences in people. There were far more changes than the Decemeber holiday period. People start hanging out with a different group of friends. They change their ways, they change their lifestyles.
People start hating others. They ask you out for lunch, but they talk about you when you're not there. Is asking someone out to lunch a new way to start a new topic of their gossip about them ?
They start wondering why you are always with them all the time but they simply forget that they are the one who invited you into this situation.
Now, I don't even know who my true friends are. As time is ticking by, people change.
I want to start searching for my true friends, someone whom I can really trust.
And the search starts now.
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Today, I did the worst Math CT in my whole entire Sec 2 life.
I hope they take a retest and give us more time )':
Sorry for the long post I can't scream into a pillow. -_- back to top?